Day First When I Saw You

I Miss The Glimpses Of The Very First Day.

Day first when I saw you,
Looking beautiful dressed in blue,
I lost my breath for the very first sight,
But had to walk-in as the teacher was inside.
You entered with pale face,
Frightened as if lost the race.
Still was pleasing seeing at you,
Looking stunning dressed in blue.

I decided several times before approaching you,
It was my bad luck or something that warned me such to do.
I left the hope and decided to be shelled,
But when I saw you again my inner voice yelled.
I said it before I should have,
Nothing I lost from the answer you gave.
My heart throbbed still and I felt the world did stop,
It was true for me all my dreams were a flop.
It was long since I had called you,
But whenever I tried my senses got flew.
It was hard luck that I called you on your birthday,
And from then I was not even able to count a day.

The days passed and no responses either,
It was the New Year when your voice again whispered.
A great time passed from then and by,
I had no regrets and my sorrows went to fly.
It was you this time, who said it again,
But still I had to bear the departing pain.
The days passed and you got in my soul,
But I had to make out it was none of our goal.
It was too late for me to make out again,
You have to go giving me a departing pain.
I had no one to share the grief,
It was too late for me to believe.

I knew that I didn’t deserve you,
But had to fight as I love you.
I wished I could keep you much longer,
But it was easy to depart and feel better.
You went away without even giving a smile,
I had tears in my eyes and I waited till they dried.
Anywayz life is much more fun today,
But I still miss the glimpses of the very first day.........